| haha i <3 juniors
youngeun& lucky hellokittyfrk, ur the 2 who are in the loop. i remember something alex tom said to me last year: "when girls go to high schools, they're all gonna fall for juniors" and stuff like that. i'm like "hell no i like sophomores better xP" and now...howd the hell i end up here?!
dude NAM has the fobbiest name ever and he caught me when i jumped up to hug him, which is so awesome...but right before i jumped he said "omg this is gonna hurt" XD but hes so tall!
[i remember at x-country league meet when brent bailey was running down the hill and yelled for me to catch him. i thought that meant catch him while he was running, but then he jumped and i got squashed like a beetle trying to support all 160 lbs of his glorious muscle]
NAM looks like a pillsbury doughboy when he wears my roots hat, CAVEMAN looks a gigolo in my guccis, youngeun looks haute in JAMES WONG'S motion city soundtrack sweater (which, i gotta say, is the warmest jacket ever). JARED the MORMON has the biggest shittest biceps ever...ur gonna see me at the volleyball games, no doubt about it. and he's josh laplante's big bro's best friend! its a small world, kiddos. and FLORES, he's a gayass force to be reckoned with, and he's close to turning me conservative and republican. [im probably going to make a blog and write political articles and if possible, earn $$ for it , so stay tuned.]
wishlist:
1) pontiac solstice
2) beck ::cues alex melean::
3) to fulfill my news resolution of STOP OBSESSING <--youngeun: "haha, yea rite"
4) watch rent, pride/prejudice, and memoirs of a geisha w/ my girls and mommy
5) for pertz and michelle to call me, bitches
on a more solemn note
RIP for someone's lil' sis...im not supposed to say who
the reality of death really hits you when its so close by. it was just a few days ago! they only live a few streets away! she was only nine! no one dies when they're that age! when i was nine, i had the whole world ahead of me and felt that nothing could ever happen to me. how in the world do you lose a child? this is not a gang-riddled slum, a homeless district, or new orleans. how does a child die in almaden valley, where everyone is wealthy and happy, healthy and whole? how can you feel so helpless, knowing nothing you do can bring them back? she was such a bright sweet girl, just like her sisters. she wasn't a delicate infant, and she wasn't an elderly woman. how do you pass away at such a bright bouncy age? it breaks my heart, thinking about what they must be going through. i am so so sorry. i empathize so much for your loss.
and guess what? no one knows about it because of everyones fucking disregard of the rest of the world.
please take a moment to pray for lost children. |
